last year, i became friends with this boy. we were really close and he eventually had a crush on me. i wasnt interested in him like that, and i wanted to focus more on my studies rather than anything else. but at the time, my parents were really pushy and emotionally abusive. so i kept going over to his house. i would fall asleep for literally no reason. i eventually realised he was touching me. i stopped going over there. then something clicked, and i realised there was only one explanation as to why i was falling asleep: i was being drugged. i had no idea what to think. i had been telling my friends about it from the moment i found out i was being touched. it turns out, my best friend was a snake. she didnt believe me. we were friends for years. she befriended the boy, and after 5 months, the boy went to the dean and told him i was spreading rumors. the dean called me down and said that he was scared to go to school because of them. he also said that rumors like that can make someone hurt themselves. and he's right. he said that he might suspend me for 10 days because of the rumors. i broke down crying in his office. after all of this torture of wondering if i was raped?? after being violated by someone who i thought i could trust? i guess this is what i get for speaking up.