Fertility Appt in Jan...

My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for 3 years, 8 months. We've had some fertility tests like HSG, and semen analysis, and everything seems normal. We tried femara for 4 months, no luck. Now we're planning to ask for IUI. On one hand, I'm glad to be moving forward, and I'm hopeful. On the other hand, I'm hesitant to hope after 44 wasted months of disappointment and heartache. I want to be a mother so desperately. I guess there's no real point to this post, except to get these feelings off of my chest. *deep breaths*