Anyone else having the worst Christmas Eve?

My family is making this Christmas probably the worst one I'm gonna have. I cook just a few pieces of turkey bacon for my older brother and I. My dad starts saying that it's not that healthy and complaining. Then I give my brother bacon and my dad waits until I sit down to eat breakfast to bring up everything he hates that I ever did and my family just lets it happen. My dad is just screaming at me out of no where. I only ate two pieces of bacon and left the one other piece on the counter and walking passed him to get back to my room and he says "Don't go feeling sorry for yourself" Well if I don't who is kind of situation. It's 10 AM and I'm just B sitting my room in so much pain and no one cares. Worst. Christmas. Ever.

Update: my mom comes into my room, anyone with eyes can see I've been crying all day I'm literally wiping my tears and she is just casually talking about dinner. I'm just so confused.

Update: I love my mom to death my she just came in here to rant about my dad and didn't even really care. Fa la la la la la la la la.