So depressed

Since I’ve become pregnant I’ve became so alone! This holiday season I see all of my friends enjoy all the festivities and I’m too tired and lazy to do anything. Not to mention all these hormones have me breaking out and I feel so ugly, fat and bloated. None of my clothes fit and I don’t feel any type of motivation to get out of bed. On top of that I haven’t told very many people since I just suffered and miscarriage and I’m waiting to get out of my first trimester. Right now I should feel happy and excited but I just feel sad and lonely. 😟

Any one else dealing with these type of emotions so early on?