So today my Sister-inlaw announced her pregnancy to us 😍😍

My heart is so full with love and exitement for them! But so empty and sad for us.

They got it first cycle, we’ve tried 9.

I feel guilty for comparing us to them because I know things work out how they are supposed to but Santa didn’t bring me a box of patience this year so I can’t help if I’m a little anguished.

Merry Christmas to all ❤️