Today has seriously been the WORST day of my entire life!! At his sides he was seriously never around me , never spoke a word to me and was no where to be found! My SO other is refusing me to go with my side of the family for my children to get their gifts and spend time with their grandparents. I am on bed rest until my next apt, and pelvic rest. He is using that as an excuse BUT WHAT WILL I BE DOING?? SITTING!! WHAT SENSE DOES THIS MAKE!!?? I have been lonely all week long and he is just becoming more and more distant. The other day he randomly throws a party withoyt even telling me until the people show up at OUR home! Now we JUST SERIOUSLY GOT HOME TEN MINUES AGO AND PEOPLE (HIS BUDDIES) ARE PULLING UP AGAIN! I dont mind him hanging with his friends by ANY MEANS. BUT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH AND IM SIXK OF IT!!! ITS A PROBLEM WHEN I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH A FEW GIRLFRIENDS BUT HE CAN COME GO AND DO AS HE WANTS! IDK WHAT TO DO OR WHERE TO TURN. IVE NEVER BEEN SO DAMN LONELY AND DEPRESSED IN MY LIFE.