This is so hard

I prayed so much for a Christmas miracle but once again this is not our month. It's so hard. I want a baby so bad and it's so hard seeing friends on Facebook post thier pregnancy announcement. wonder when it's ever going to be my turn. Some people are posting thier second or third pregnancy and they are younger then me .... it's so hard. I'll keep praying but it's starting to take a toll on me. I love my husband but having scheduled sex takes the fun out of things.