This is supposed to be my vacation with fiancé spending it with his family. AF was expected the 24 and still here waiting. Pregnancy test were negative yesterday morning. Someone said there was a vvvfl. I probably won’t test again until tomorrow. Anyways off topic. I’m sick!!!! I should be sleeping and instead I’m wide awake feeling if I cough one more time I will throw up and my whole body just feels gross. My face is numb. I can’t enjoy my future god son that’s only 1 week old today. I don’t feel like I should be holding him since he’s so vulnerable to anything right now. There’s nothing worse than a sick baby. Anyways off topic again. I’m annoyed! I’ve been like this since Saturday. Now my stomach just feels unhappy and i feel like i should just throw up to feel better. My mother in law keeps asking me if I want some cold medicine. I personally don’t want to take anything because I don’t know if I am or am not pregnant. I keep telling her no and I am running out of excuses. I didn’t want my vacation to be like this. It’s the first time fiancé and I have a break from work at the same time. I hate being sick. I hate it!