He was bigger..

Long story short, my husband had bladder cancer as a baby and they had to remove his bladder and his prostate at the age of 3. This man is absolutely perfect in every way except due to the treatments, he is EXTREMELY small and cannot get hard. Which means, my sex life lacks in that area and all I think about is getting a hard dick in me 😢. He is very good with his hands but it’s just not the same and I feel terrible for wanting more. He’s a great husband and provider and I love him more than anything but some times I wish I could just have a fling now and then just to get it out of my system but it would destroy me if I ever did.