Tonight is the first night in 5 days that my man isn't sleeping next to me... He's been gone for a very long time and I was just getting used to him being here next to me. It's 2 in the morning and I can't sleep, the bed is cold and empty and I'm trying to sleep without an arm around me and lips on my forehead... I miss him, I miss waking him up in the morning to hot breakfast and his favorite tea, I miss helping each other getting dressed and going out to lunch, I miss coming home and watching him play games with my head on his chest, listening to his heart beat... 😢