BFN || HEARTBROKEN 😩😭☹️

I’m literally so over this bullshit. BFN after BFN but i go outside & see children pregnant, crackheads pregnant. it is the most ANNOYING thing ever.... i don’t understand this world. i’ve tried EVERYTHING. my body is physically exhausted from having sex for a whole month straight !

i really try not to be negative but how much is too much? how many more things am i gonna put my body through? Why is it that people who don’t deserve kids are so fertile and don’t have to go through any of this? I have a 6 year old and he was given to me at a hard part of my life... i had no job, no goals, nothing ... i was not prepared at all for a baby...& now that i am financially stable and fully ready for a baby i can’t have one!! 🤦🏻‍♀️

I just wanna give my son a sibling. i don’t want him growing up to be an only child... i’ve been to multiple doctors, tried multiple OTC things... i had sex almost every single day since my last period last month. what is it gonna take ?? i’m trying so hard not to give up... because i know it’s God’s timing but goodness this hurts 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭