New Year's Eve

AF is due on New Year's eve and I am NOT testing until January 1st, at the earliest. I need some accountability, because the urge to test right now is strong. lol

I'm exhausted out of my mind, the girls are aching (even when I'm not moving), my nipples feel like someone is stabbing them with hot pokers when I lay on my sides, and my days are marked with periodic bouts of nausea, particularly in the morning and evening. However, I have had all of these symptoms before and have only had bfns for five years, so I am trying really hard not to get my hopes up. If it's another negative, we'll be heading back to the specialist in January. What I would really like, though, is a bfp to start 2018 right! 😊