Happy, but hurting

One of my best friends from college and I ended up conceiving at the same time. She’s about 2 weeks further along than I was, and we talked about our kids being best friends. I miscarried at the beginning of November. She knows how hard it is on me, but she still sends me snapchats of her belly. I’m happy for her and I hope and pray that she delivers a healthy baby, but how do I tell her that I don’t want to see her belly pictures? It still hurts to know that I should’ve been in the same position as her. 😪