Just waiting for AF

Here’s a picture of my chi-weenie, Prim ❤️

Jan through June: HUge variance due to hormone imbalance. Now it’s fixed

July Cycle:42 days

August: 30 days

Sep: 27

Oct: 26

November:26

December: currently on 28

I got my Copper T (non hormone IUD) taken out in August. I’ve been TTc since then. I had it for almost 9 years. I took Premama with DHA & Iron. It was $20 for one month which was a bit expensive so I stopped and I couldn’t believe it helped regulate me (which I had no idea until I started researching more into it).

Today I’m on cycle day 28 with a negative pregnancy test. I took a blue dye test, because this was the first time that my husband was able to come with me

and helped me pick it out. I keep thinking I’ve started my period, and all I’m getting so far is glue like cm which may or may not be a good thing. I feel like I’m getting more of the glue like cm than normal (sometimes I get little glue like cm before my period, but most of the time I’m dry).

My husband and I BD last night. Surprisingly enough, I wasn’t tight. Usually it’s uncomfortable at first, before my period because my cervix is low. I assume my cervix is high, because it was very comfortable. I get confused when trying to tell if my cervix is high or low, open or closed... hopefully I’m not the only one.

I’m not really expecting a response or anything. I just feel like I need to tell my story to someone right now. I’m feeling pretty sad and just plain vulnerable. My best friend didn’t get a positive till 6 days past when her period was due, maybe the same thing will happen for me?

Baby dust to everyone!