relapsed, accepted help 😊

i began my struggle with anorexia going back to 9 years old, struggled my battles off and on for years, recently i took a nose dive 4 months ago after i broke up with my long time boyfriend/husband of 7 years and the father of my 2 children. when i met him i was 90lbs at 15 years old, and at least doubled that weight by the time both my kids were born (4years old and 1.5 years old), now iv lost 62lbs in 4 months. im at the point in my struggle where iv accepted my illness for what it is and am seeking help from my drs to calm the storm in my mind, i know everyday can either be a blessing or a battle and im trying my very best to accept help on my good days and my bad, i sought help from 2 very close friends of mine that are helping in every way possible whenever they can.

drivers licence photos taken 6 months apart

taken in august

taken last week.. .. to everybody struggling out there, you are beautiful πŸ’“ you deserve love, happiness and joy in your life. theres days that are tough and theres days that are easier but remember theres always a light at the end of the tunnel and i understand what your going through and encourage you to seek help with those who care about you. πŸ’–πŸ’žπŸ’“πŸ’—πŸ’•β˜”πŸŒž