37 weeks and 5 days ... VERY NERVOUS RANT

Please keep all negative comments to yourself , I suffer with very bad anxiety so I'm honestly looking for positive comments to help ease my mind ..

#1 told myself i would go natural unless something where to happen because I'm scared of the epidural .

#2 my cervix isn't dilated any which worries me

#3 I'm scared to have to be induced and I feel like I might have to be ... due to my daughter being stubborn ...

Can anyone tell me some positive birth stories or inductions or something to ease my mind ? 😞 I'm so scared but I want her out so bad due to the pain im in plus I'm excited to see her ( of course )