If youre going to be negative don’t comment, I really don’t care about negative opinions. I’m asking for advice, not permission.

Before I was pregnant I smoked here and there, maybe like once every 2 weeks. I wasn’t an every day smoker.

But I quit in December 2016, got pregnant April 2017 and gave birth via c section on December 30th 2017

I AM NOT BREASTFEEDING

I tried and I couldn’t do it, so baby boy is formula fed.

Reason I am wanting to smoke now instead of waiting is because of the pain.

The meds the doctors prescribed me basically knock me out, after I took it yesterday I fell asleep with baby in arms and only reason I woke up was because my fiancé came and woke me up (baby boy was safe) and also because Ive been dealing with baby blues.

Anyone have any advice? Obviously I’m debating majorly because baby is still so new to the world, and also I’m nervous because I haven’t smoked in a year.