Need Some Advice ...

(Before You Start Reading My Story I Do Type My Words In All Caps... It’s Just A Habit, So Please Leave All The Rude Comments To Yourself)

I’ve Been In A Relationship With My Boyfriend For 2 Years Now... I Met Him On An Online Dating App & We Met Had & Dinner & Just Got To Know One Another Over A Period Of Time... We Both Fell In Love With One Another It Was Love At First Sight Like I Never Been Loved Like This Before.. (Keep In Mind I Was Just Coming Put Of High School So I Was Just Recently Graduating)... I Was Dating This Guy Like A Couple Of Months Before I Met My (Current Boyfriend)! I Was With My High School Sweetheart For 3 1/2 Years! I Loved Him But After We Graduated The Love I Had For Him Slowly Changed Because He Was On My Level... I Ended Up Creating The Dating App & Meeting My Current Boyfriend! So Anyways After I Met My Boyfriend I Completely Deleted The App & Just Let Go Of My Ex Cause I Thought I Found My Me Right! So We Ended Up Having Sex Or Whatever & Thought We Were Pregnant Which I Was Actually Excited About & So Was He ! It Would’ve Been Our First... & It Was Only Like A Couple Of Months After We Started Dating. We Eventually Found Out That We Weren’t & Then Like Outta No Where He Started Becoming Angry & Controlling To Me... The Arguments Started & Everything Else... I Honestly Don’t Know When It Started I Just Know We Both Are Bipolar... And He Has A But Self Esteem Problem Because He Hasn’t Had So Much Of A Great Childhood... Our Arguments Are Only Getting Worse, We Argue About Stupid Things Now... First It Started With Me Getting Angry & Saying Stuff Outta Despite Just Things I Didn’t Mean Cause I Used To Do It With My Ex And All He Would Do Is Laugh At Me ... Like I Would Say What You Don’t Do Another Nigga Will... Or When I Told My Current Boyfriend We Breaking Up And Ima Fuck Someone Else Just Outta Anger & Me Knowing He Ain’t Gone Do None But Talk Shit I Would Constantly Say Stupid Shit ( Knowing He Had A Bad Past & Let People Run Over Him) I Kept On Doing Him Wrong Kept On Doing Shit He Didn’t Like ... And Fucking His Head Up & Now He’s So Angry & Mean To Me.... I Can’t Wear A Certain Thing, Can’t Live My Life (I’m Only 20) He’s (26) , Can’t Go Out With Friends, Can’t Do Anything

I Just Feel Like He Wants So Much Out Of Me & We Aren’t Married... So I Recently Found Out He Had A Restraining Order On Him From His Ex... He Wasn’t Gonna Even Tell Me About That But We Got In A Heated Argument And Eventually He Blurted That Out Which Hurt Me So Much Cause He Just Now Wanna Tell Me That And He Didn’t Even Want To Tell Me & That’s So Fucked Up To Me!!!!! I Just Feel Like We Both Play A Part In Our Arguments... We Both Always HAVE TO BE RIGHT... I Feel Like I’m SPOILED SOMETIMES & Most Times I Get Away With Anything... Like Don’t Get Me Wrong He’s A Great Guy! The Sex Is A1 He’s Sweet, He Takes Me Out, Buys Me Whatever I Want , But His Anger That He Has Built Up Inside Is Like So Freaking Stressful.. Like I Wanna Move In With Him & Be With Him But We Can’t Get Over These Arguments I’m So Tired Of The Arguments & Also He Lies ... I Lie Sometimes Too But He Lie A Whole Lot More Than I...It’s So Much That I Have On My Mind & I Don’t Have Anyone To Talk To... I Just Want To Fix This Because I Love My Boyfriend And I Want To Make This Relationship Last But I Just Want To Know Someone Else’s Opinion .... Should We Seek Therapy??? What Should We Do?????