Telling my man I don’t feel sexy pregnant.

I won’t lie I was pretty proud of my body before I got pregnant. My libido was way up. And I was a freak in bed. I still wanna stay kinky but ya know maybe with the lights off? I just don’t feel attractive anymore..... I think my number one issue is I called myself a pregnant cow in the midst of trying to prove a point and he didn’t say shit.

He can’t stand girls who look down on themselves, but I can’t help it, this is a bit of a dramatic change on my body and my physical self confidence 🙄🙄🙄

Before

my last full body pic was Halloween of 2016 and I actually weigh less now than I did then - 162 and within the next year I lost 20 pounds and weighed 142... I rocked belly shirts and bikinis like no tomorrow

Now:

This is a picture from today- 141.7

We can totally all agree pregnancy is beautiful, but it is definitely hard to look at myself like this, I lost a few pounds in my 1st trimester and was 131 by my 12 week appointment, by my 16 week appointment I was struggling to gain weight and it was all going to my belly, and the holidays hit and I finally gained enough to be back at pre pregnancy weight.

I want to be a cute pregnant lady but I wanna still be hot 😪 Can you have both, I feel like this sort of stuff freaks guys out.