is it me?

Tabatha

I have been reading lots of books about pregnancy and how to prepare your body. My doctor also told me that I should get to a healthy weight. I am not fat I probably could loose about 20lbs and be in a healthy range for my height. So now I'm on a strict diet to detox my body and an excersice routine for a healthy weight. I don't know if any of this will help me get pregnant but I guess it doesn't hurt. I just keep wondering if it's my fault,my thoughts are that my body is toxic and is killing healthy sperm. if they do get in there they somehow can't make it cause of all the fat. I know it sounds ridiculous but I'm going to do everything I can to help conceive a baby. Shout out if anyone else feels the same.