Time to Rannnt 🗣 please respond ☹️

Literally my whole relationship with my boyfriend, I am the one who pays for the dates, snacks, Uber's, clothes, gifts.. you name it. My birthday was two months ago and he didn't get me anything. He didn't have a job at the time but he does his little hustle on the side and had a few dollars and could've got me SOMETHING 😡 for Christmas I bought him expensive earrings, a gift card to FootLocker & a few more items. (Thinking he would've surprised me) Every since the end of Nov he's had a job & checks been coming through. He claims he's going to repay me & still hasn't gotten me anything. He even hesitates to buy me food when we're out. Last night we got into a argument bc he accidentally slide over to his snaps & saw him flirting w/ a few females & he gets so physically when he's angry, he tossed me around like we were in a wwe match. I never swung or hit him at all. I was so confused on why he got so upset bc I saw what he was doing?? He ended up breaking my glasses (which I don't have insurance for) , ripping my only winter jacket & giving me bruises all over my body. Today I woke up & just have lost a lot of feelings for him. Am I wrong? 😔