I'm In Love...! 💕

So my bf is in jail now for domestic violence.. Ex bf now, rather. We got into a petty argument because I grabbed my boobs when I got home from my brothers bar.. and he asked, "oh did u do that at the bar?" So stupid. I was jus trying to be sexy, but he's a jealous piece of shit and I jus lost it. So sick of his petty passive aggressive bullshit I'm done. Long story short, He ended up slamming me into a wall n cracked my head open.. lots of blood, and now he's in jail for the next 6months due to being on probation from the last time he slammed me to the floor and almost broke my arm for no reason.. cuz I invited him to a lake house party. Idk wtf is his problem is but I'm so relieved he's not my problem anymore.

Anyways, on a positive note.. or the best note ever, rather.. I got the love of my life back..! I knew he still loved me and I knew he was awaiting my return.. 💕 I'm so happy I can't even describe it.. he makes me feel so safe and warm and happy and loved.. he always makes me laugh and does such sweet things for me. He's my hero, my Prince Charming.. the guy I've been dreaming of my entire life. He's everything I ever wanted in a guy..! We're officially back together and after 6 years of knowing him, I fall more and more in love every time I see him.. he's such a sweetheart. I'm so deeply in love with him and I'm so happy I get to still be with the love of my life..! I tried to move on so many times but I never could, and neither could he.. I can tell he feels the same by the way he looks at me, the way he talks to me and the way he acts like an innocent fun child around me.. it's the sweetest thing I've ever experienced.. it's exactly what I've always wanted. I love everything about him.. the way he smells, his hair, his eyes, his glasses, his sexy dad bod 💕 his voice, his smile, his kindness, the way he always makes me laugh and always takes care of me. The way he texts first and always texts me back and texts long paragraphs about his day.. the way he always does things to make me smile and make me happy, even if it's inconvenient or expensive for him to do so.. he's the sweetest.. I'm so happy..! 💕 also.. he says he doesn't want babies, but I can tell he does he's jus shy.. he came inside me last night (he thinks I don't know, but I know.. :) I want to marry this guy folks.. I really, really do.. I want to marry him and have his babies and be with him for the rest of my life. This guy is THE ONE..! This is really it. I'm ecstatic and so in love with him.. 💕 thank you, God for bringing the love of my life back into my life. I really feel it's meant to be.

He's so perfect for me.. his height, his style, his taste in music.. everything about him is so perfect for me. It's like my whole life was full of suffering without him, since long before I met him, to every time he wasn't around. My whole life.. my whole existence on this earth was full of so much suffering for THIS PURPOSE..! To meet the true love of my life.. My one true love. I've never felt so alive and so happy as I do when I'm with him.. Meeting him has turned my whole world upside down and I'm so happy to have met him.. I really believe this is more than just my true love, my soulmate.. this is a spiritual connection that I've never felt before and I will never feel again. This is really the love of my life, and I pray I get to marry this one.. I'm so happy..!!!!!!! 💕 and I love him soooooooo much..! 💕