I'm sorry

I'm sorry that you didn't want this baby! Sorry that you threaten me with a divorce almost everyday. Sorry that your family are a bunch of drug addicts and drug dealers that they can't be around our kids. I'm sorry that I'm 29 weeks pregnant and you want to speak to me like your my dad and tell me you want to punch me in the face. Sorry that you told me to shut the f*** up and I do it. I'm sorry that you think our first born has autism because of me. I'm sorry that you don't want me to get a job because both of yours would make so much more then I would. I'm sorry that I gained weight during this pregnancy and now have stretch marks. I'm sorry that your mad at me because I won't let your mom watch my autistic son because you want to force me to go out while I'm on bed rest. I'm sorry that I called you over 300 begging for you to come home and you would answer only 10x to tell me fuck you, you hate me and want a divorce. but you know what I'm not sorry for ? for telling you I just want our family and you hung up on my face and now I realize your a piece of shit. you hurt me so bad 6 long years and i put up with the name calling, when you pushed me in dog crap, when you ripped my shirt and my bra that I was wearing, when I covered your ass when the police came. And you want me to get therapy? I'm done I can't i can't risk the life I'm carrying anymore. My kids don't need you anymore. It's going to take so much time for me to get over you. I hope you find someone else that can put up with you 😭😢😢😢