Need to vent - have no friends

This is my one-year anniversary, and the kids are away with their grandparents... Finally getting a night of sleep.. (well as much as I can get for 28 weeks pregnant)

This morning my husband comes back in the room after washing up his twig n berries (thanks babe😆) for some adult fun...

I assist in getting him ready with my mouth 😏 , and then good to go...

I climbed the mountain { my husband is 6' 3" and I'm 5' 7" on a good day} and start real slow. -wtf.. he falls out-

Okay, so after adjusting, I start a pace again, grinding the way I do so I can get them manly, like omg noises that I can't handle..

But no, it happens again....

He's soft.

Instantly thinking, wonderful.. my stargate-sized vagina is turning him off and pushing him out..

I asked if he was soft and wanted me to stop (I get a no) but I felt you when I plopped you back in.... I know

So now I don't even know what to think. Sex isn't everything, it's a perk. But I'm already inadequate due to his experience and my lack of everything else.. apparently from the doctor notes I've read from my doctor and I'm severely morbidly obese; being 28 weeks pregnant, so for this massive sized body I should have huge knockers.. nope..size B.. so huge disapointment there.

His ex wife had massive tits - he's a boob guy - and they used to go on for like an hour or two, like 3 times a day. We go once every 2 weeks..

I'm sorry for the rant.. I know it's more than anyone wants to know 😟