Biological fathers.

Okay I apologize for this being long.

But help me out here.

Two years and some months ago I was with a guy who told me everything I wanted to hear acted like an amazing man and brain washed me real good.

Well he got me pregnant and when I told him he immediately said he wants a family.

Come to find out he’s engaged to another women.

Well I finally pop off and say my mind and well then he disappears. 9 months later I have his son. And he’s the most beautiful baby I’ve ever seen.

He messages me and asks how I am and how my son is.

I tell him I’m going to file for child support and that i would take him to court.

This man has gotten married and got his wife pregnant and moved to Germany.

My son won’t ever know his biological father.

He does and says everything to deny him knowing he looks almost identical.

I can’t help but be heartbroken knowing that I made the mistake of trusting a mans words and listening to him when I shouldn’t have. My son is 18 months old now and still no contact with his bio dad but he has a father. I ended up getting married and my son now has a wonderful father who loves him more than life itself. But why do I feel so sad when I think about his sperm donor not wanting him.