postpartum OCD?

morganoo

I keep having terrible intrusive thoughts about accidently hurting my baby and it's like each one I have just piles on top of the next one and it's really stressing me out. for example I was considering bringing my son into the shower with me because he's been really fussy and I desperately need a shower so I googled to see if I could bring him in with me and someone mentioned a risk of dropping them from being slippery. So now that scenario keeps running through my head and it's really freaking me out as if it happened. Also if I'm feeding him and holding my phone or a glass of water I imagined accidently dropping one of these things and them landing on him and it's just really stressing me out. Are these normal pp thoughts? Or am I going crazy? thanks for any answers.