P.s. I burnt my Mac-n-cheese!!!

After trying once last November and getting my hopes up, we had a miscarriage, after 4 weeks. I couldn’t really confirm it, due to taking a test too soon and too late. My “period” was different then my regular period. I spotted for 5 days before my period was suppose to start, along with having severe back pain just a few short days prior as well. The morning I was suppose to start: as soon as I had opened my eyes from sleeping, I felt a gush of blood. I ran to the bathroom and realized, that I had misscarried... I ovulated again on Christmas Day. After visiting Family, on our way home ( we had a two hour drive) we had about another hour to go, when my husband had said “remember when we first started dating, we use to have sporadic sex.” I said “why are you horny, that you can’t wait until we got home?” “Besides, the bed is more comfortable than your truck” (he has a Chevy Silverado)... so we pulled off onto this dirt road and made a quick Love session. Once we were on our way again. I had said “you know, if I’m ovulating today, we might have conceived our baby on a back road” his response: “well then that child is a real country baby”.

when we arrived home I had taken a fertility test. When the results came through, I was very fertile!! We did another love making session...

I took another test the following day but the second line was not as dark as it was the first time. We did have unprotected sex on Christmas eve, as well.

​ So I was sure we were “covered” 😊

​I tried not to think about it, and not get my hopes up. I wanted to wait and see if I didn’t have my period, but I also didn’t want to be disappointed. So today I took that chance, while making mac n cheese. I went to the bathroom, grabbed the test, peed, and I waited. At first I didn’t see the lines show up, then I saw the first one and then the second line showed up, very faintly. I thought my eyes were deceiving me so I blinked a couple times and the second line got darker and darker and darker!!

​I started to panick breath, my eyes were watery, I had a huge smile on my face and like every woman does, I put my hand to my mouth (not caring that I haven’t washed my hands). And I did a soft laugh. I finished my business on the toilet and flushed. Laid the

Test on the counter and took a picture. I took many different selfies with the test (I’m sure ya’ll ladies do it too). I’m going to surprise my best friend with a birthday card and my face with the test this weekend. My husband will be home this weekend, I too will give him a surprise 😊😊

​After the devastation with the first one, we are going to wait to tell his family when I’m in my 2nd trimester. Which will be Easter... on April fools 😂😂

​Thank you all for the help, hope, and support! I am very grateful

Ps. I Burnt my Mac-n-cheese!! 😂😂