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went to the clinic to comfirm my pregnancy today. when i was giving my sample... i wiped and saw streaks of blood. the test came back inconclusive cause the line was too light for them to put it in their system. they ordered me a blood test for tomorrow. i really hope this pregnancy sticks. i CANT go thru this pain again(both physical and emotional) ESPECIALLY since january 11th is when i had my very first miscarriage.i went thru it alone cause my husband was deployed.i had no one. so this time of year would be especially shitty to go thru it again.i really need words of encouragement because my heart is breaking so badly and nothing has happened yet.