I love planning, reading and being very prepared. I was at Wal-Mart with my husband buying small baby items that i know i will we will need. A woman that knows my husband stopped us and asked us when we were expecting. When we told her we weren’t pregnant yet, her face turned and said when she got married with in 3 months she was pregnant then after that she went on to have 7 more children. After that conversation i felt like mud and I was speechless. How do i shake this feeling of being broken? I went vegan, lost over 160lbs, stopped smoking and drinking and yet over a year has gone by and still don’t have my miracle.