Dear 2014, Can I please have my body back? 😣

I feel like I’ve already hit my prime and I’ll never get my old body back.. 2014 was my year! I had just graduated and started college. I felt great about myself and I had more confidence then I ever had before. Now here it is 2018 and I honestly hate myself. I hate looking in the mirror, I hate buying clothes. I’m so disgusted that I let it get to this point. I’ve been slowing gaining weight since 2015 but I got even worse when I got pregnant with my daughter. Maybe it’s the fact that I’m only 4 weeks pp but I just don’t think I’ll ever be able to feel/look like that again.

2014:

36 weeks pregnant:

Now: