A year in heaven.

So I lost my precious miracle over a year ago due to miscarriage.....my boyfriend refused to be there for me. When I messaged him and told him I miscarried our child...he said he wasn’t coming to the hospital because he had work....he wasn’t there for me...and a year later I’m still struggling with the loss and he tells me to let it go that I shouldn’t get upset over it. I feel so alone even a year later. Sometimes it’s so bad I don’t even want to breathe anymore. Sorry for babbling but I needed to rant to someone because no one listens and I have no support.😭💔