Gender disappointment

I’m really struggling with the fact that my 3rd baby is another boy 😞

I’m actually driving my self insane over it .

I love my boys and I know I love this baby no madder what but I cannot help how I feel, I did not picture myself to be a boy only Mum.

And omg the comments I get of random people like are you disappointed it’s not a girl or where you hoping for a girl, like fuck me it’s not your business.

People just expect you to have more than one gender. Like it’s a must.

That hurts a lot to hear all the time when yes I’m struggling yes I will love this baby and it’s a blessing but man just abit over it all today.