Over being pregnant 😡

This post is going to probably piss off a couple of people but oh well.

I am absolutely positively OVER being pregnant. This pregnancy has taken everything from me mentally, emotionally, and physically! All because my first was a premie (with no complications) this whole pregnancy I’ve been having to see nonstop doctors and medications. Every single day giving myself injections of blood thinners and every single Friday’s getting another shot to make sure I don’t have another premie. No I never got use to it and mentally and emotionally is serious has gotten to me. Granted. I get it. As much pain and everything I’ve been endorsing I’m still sitting here trying to handle it but honestly I just can’t anymore!!! I need my damn body back!! I am in so much pain. I can barely move. I can barely do anything! She also tried coming twice during this pregnancy which was once at 34 weeks and 3 days but they stopped it and at 36 weeks. Yet again they stopped it! (My fist was born at 31 weeks even). Now I honestly feel like all this shit they had me taking has prolonged her arrival!! I’m so god damn pissed off. I’m so exhausted in every way possible!! 😡😡😡 now I’m 39 weeks and 2 days and had a membrane sweep when I was 39 weeks exactly and have been just feeling WEIRD. It’s the only way I can explain it. No contractions no nothing just discomfort and over it.