Feeling Disgusting

I feel anything but beautiful and am definitely not "glowing". At 30 weeks and 5 days I just feel like a whale. I can't breathe, nothing is graceful or beautiful about my body right now. And my husband doesn't know he's making it worse but he is. Him not looking at me like he use to, when I was skinny and tan and didn't have blotchy, pale skin and weigh way more than I did last summer... it just makes me want to hide. I wish I was one of those beautiful pregnant women who glow and look amazing. I just feel huge and gross. And I feel like there is no end in sight. I just want to feel beautiful again.