Feeling emotional

So, I am not on my guys facebook. But I had an argument with his ex months ago where she said his facebook says he is married to her. Him and I lost our baby back in October. We just started trying again, I am 3 days past ovulation. Looked at what will be our due date if we conceived and it is the day we lost our baby. That had me emotional, both happy and sad for it. But just now, I go and look at his facebook. It says he has been married since the day they got together. They aren't but ugh... I sent him a text and told him I love him but that I have changed my mind on everything. And for him not to ask why. Now, I have so many mixed emotions. I am a mess :-(