Just crying because it’s been 7 years now I been fucking ttc for 7 fucking whole years I just want to give the fuck up already I keep asking god why can’t you just give me my baby already it hurts so bad I don’t even like having sex no more with my husband I hate it actually I feel like I force my self to have sex now and he’s even tired of it he doesn’t even get turned on sometimes because he knows it’s being forced not because of pleasure it’s so sad we have sex for like 5 to 10 mins and I always tell him to hurry up and nut already I wish it didn’t have to be like this I wish I could just get blessed with a baby already so I don’t have to keep crying and stressing and forcing sex I just want to be happy already I been so depressed for 7 fucking years 😰😰😰😰😥😥😥