I had my procedure this past December using the pill. I didn’t do it because i didn’t want my baby or had any turmoil with the father. It was because i knew as of now, i wouldn’t give my child the best life i could provide and i want to raise my child. So adoption wasn’t something i wanted. I have forgiven myself and also asked for forgiveness. Still till this day, i am tortured by the constant reminder of it by instagram photos of women and their babies/baby showers and at the fact i work at a Maternity store. I feel terrible with regret and wish i was in a different position to take care of a child than what i am in today. I hope and pray i can conceive a child again in due time when its the right time of my life. Hopefully I see you sometime again, BabyBrown 💞