Okay so I'm 22. I moved out to the country with my husband and son about an hour and a half away from my family. I stay at home, so literally every single day I wake up, get my husband to work, make my son breakfast, clean the house, make my son lunch, sit around until my husband comes home, make dinner, and then finally sit down to watch tv and maybe have a glass of wine with my husband, then put baby to bed. Every. Single. Day. Maybe that sounds great to the working mothers but the isolation and constant repitition has gotten to me. I feel like I'm in the twilight zone. No close neighbors, no friends, haven't met a soul out here and I've lived in the country for almost a year. I don't drive anywhere because my husband uses the car to save on gas and I can't drive his stick truck so I'm stuck here. Long story short, I've been Begging my little sister to come stay the night with me because she's the closest thing to having a friend that I've got. She's been blowing me off left and right, refuses to come hang out. I'm so lonely guys. It hurts my feelings so bad. I feel like a fool because she's only 17, I just want to have someone to talk to and do face masks with. I told her it hurt my feelings and she just blew me off again. Idk. Idk why I care. I wish I was happy with being alone.
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