I think my body is out of wack. No I know it is but I have a plan for that. I’ll break it down.

Over the summer I wanted to fuck. Just go for it don’t think about relationships cause the last guy couldn’t keep one and I wanted a better sex experience. Never happened.

Then, I met a guy and I found him extremely attractive. I was so afraid to tell him I liked him that my friend’s little sister had to.

Now, I don’t want to have sex. Or when I do it’s not around him. My theory is the Depo shot is really messing with my emotions which is a side effect. I’m afraid to masturbate cause the last time I did with my boyfriend it was hurting really bad.

So lost sex drive, afraid to have sex, and now no affection for my boyfriend. Not sure what to do...

*DO NOT GO ON THE DEPO I HATE IT*