Scared of labor

Lately I’ve been having anxiety attacks at the thought of labor. I have 9 weeks left and I’m looking forward to it and at the same time I’m not. I’m so scared of something happening to me, something happening to my daughter. I can’t stop the bad feelings. It’s making it hard to function during the day. Idk what’s wrong with me. I’m dreading my due date and at the same time I want it here and over with! Any tips on staying calm until then and passing the time?