Scared for delivery

So I want to try all natural with this one. Yikes I know lol. But I’m scared when it comes time to push if my water breaks when I’m not at the hospital and baby starts coming. As that’s what happened with my second. As soon as the dr broke my waters I was pushing her out. I’m afraid it’ll be the same way with this one. As I wanted my waters to break on their own (since I’ve never had that happened with my first two) but my second was also a super fast labour only 4 hours. I know each and every pregnancy and delivery is very different. Anyone else feeling the same way?