Hating this pregnancy

Ladies, I’m 30 weeks on Sunday and I have not enjoyed this pregnancy at all. I have had one issue after another this entire time. First it was a blood clot that caused me to bleed at 8 weeks. Then it was placenta previa around 12 weeks up to 20 weeks. And now I have GD. I’m so exhausted and drained emotionally and physically from this pregnancy. I honestly feel like I’m going to get PPD. I haven’t been excited about this baby and I feel terrible. My husband and I had trouble getting pregnant with our first. We struggled for over a year and were over the moon when we finally conceived. That pregnancy was a dream come true and this one is just a nightmare. Idk what to do.