First tri

I forgot how difficult the first few weeks of pregnancy are and I don’t know how because I have a 17-month-old I just did this two years ago somewhere somehow I got to find some motivation I can’t get anything done I’ll get so tired sometimes I don’t even feed myself and then this baby inside of me gets mad and am I a whole body starts to shut down I’ve got to do better I wish me and my ex could get it together because I definitely need someone here to just motivate me and help me through this first trimester it’s biTCH