I'm emotionally dead.

I wish dating wasn't so hard for me, & I wish trying to make friends wasn't so hard for me. I kinda miss my ex & I've been getting misty eyed about us ending the relationship (mutually). i just want to find my person & I feel so stupid for crying about not being able to find what I want. I've been ready for so long to date & I just really miss my ex right now & I really wish I could get a hug from anyone. it seems like I legitimately can not find anyone who likes the same things I like man. it's hard being a hopeless romantic & wanting to be in love when you cant legit find anyone who shares the same interests as you. My ex & I broke up last night on good terms & it just stings because the timing wasn't right & I cried so much later night.

I can't stop crying you guys.