The first trimester is scary

First pregnancy and I’m almost 8 weeks according to LMP. I’m having my first ultrasound in four days and I’m absolutely terrified that something will be wrong with this pregnancy due to having low progesterone levels, and being put on medication for it (just started meds today).

I thought that the TWW was bad, but the first trimester is really intense! Every time I go to the bathroom I’m checking to see if there’s blood like a mad woman, and looking at my nipples in the mirror to see that they’re still darker.

No one told me how stressful this process would be ☹️😟 i thought that the hard part was getting pregnant, but it’s also hard to make sure you STAY pregnant if your hormones are imbalanced like mine. I never realized how difficult this would be for me! I’m having a panic attack almost once a day waiting for my ultrasound.

Anyone else freaking out during first trimester? I need a friend 😭😭😭😭