I kinda wish I was pregnant

2 weeks ago my SO and I had unprotected sex but he pulled out because neither of us are ready enough to be parents although I know that the pull out method isn’t always successful neither of us had protection at the moment because it was just a spontaneous moment. I know that having unprotected sex leads to pregnancy. I’ve wanted to have a baby for a while now but I’m not financially stable, but I was still kinda hoping. Well I started my period yesterday and part of me just feels disappointed and relieved..