A rough day TTC ☹️🙄

I haven’t been glowing this month like I usually do, wasn’t taking prenatals, or logging bbt. But We baby danced my whole fertile window. I woke up Monday sure I was going to get my period bc I was having light cramping and also this was the day my AF was due but didn’t show. Tuesday comes my periods still late, Wednesday I take a digital test, it came out negative.

Whatever maybe it was early? two more days pass still no period. Today I took a test at the doctors office but I feel like maybe I need to take a first response to see if I’ll get a faint line?

So I’m just waiting here for a positive and it’s killing me and I just felt down. So my hubbie told me let’s get Panda Express, and I said okay because I’m always down to eat! Then when we get there I order for us and I get the same thing I always get, teriyaki chicken and chow mein.

At this point, I’m cheered up. In the car ride here my boyfriend told me he still thinks there’s a baby in me until my period shows he doesn’t care what the test says. ❤️🙄 Me too. Then we’re paying for the food and I ask for teriyaki sauce because the girl didn’t give me any. Than she says “we have none”. You don’t have any teriyaki sauce? Wtf 😩I ordered teriyaki chicken.

At this point I was not having it and my boyfriend knew it so he asked how long do we have to wait for some, and she said a couple minutes. So I’m like fine, I’ll stop being a brat since they’re making some. So where waiting and waiting and it’s been like 25 minutes now and they still don’t have my fucking sauce so I get back in line and ask nicely how much longer for the sauce and she tells me “it’s a work 15 minutes” by now my food was cold and I was upset so we just left.

And I got home and ate my food and the chicken tasted plain and the chow mein was terrible without teriyaki sauce. I feel down but it’s been a hard day TTC.

Thanks for listening if anyone did ❤️