Should I stop taking it ? OPINIONS NEEDED !

Okay so I have been taking the pill since I was 13-14 because my period was so bad it would make me throw up , like from the cramping. So it has lightened my period and made the pain lesson by a ton,, but I feel like it’s making me depressed these last couple years. When I get sad I get sooooo sad like I just feel lik nothing , a waste of space just awful. And it’s about the tiniest things ... idk I was thinking of talking to the doctor about it and start weaning off of it , only thing I’m worried about is getting that awful pain back 😭😭