Trusting God at this moment

Hi everyone. I’m going to be very vague but I have clinical depression, I’ve been struggling with it for over 2 years now. I’m having a bad moment with my depression right now and l feel like I’m losing God. I know it is really strange but I need someone out there to respond. I’m trying so hard to trust that God will place something on someone’s heart to say. I really need it right now, I’m praying so hard and I just need something, anything.