I don’t get what the big deal is about your first time being with someone you ‘love’. Each time you have sex with a different person it’s gonna be the first time with them so why does it matter if your very first times is not with the person you love. When you find the one and finally have sex for the first time it’s already going to be ‘amazing’ even if its not the first time. Like yeah you might regret your first time and think it was a mistake but at least you learn from your mistakes and you are ready for the next time you have sex. Each time you have sex it’s going to be special so why does the first time matter.